So..a year later..
Kinda wonder if I should tell Sandy what really happened..then again, what would that really do? Nothing. Maybe piss her off. Idk. Maybe it would at least see what a dick her “brother” is.
Marissa. Still no closure. Don’t think there ever will be. Kinda sucks, but whatever. I’m over it. ish. Still kinda wonder how things would have turned out if I wasn’t so retarded. Maybe nothing. Maybe everything.
Carolyn. Jesus christ. Not even sure where the hell THAT one went. Guess I shouldn’t have been so harsh but..she kinda had it coming. Better it come from someone who cares enough to not destroy her completely, and yet still is able to be firm enough to get the message across. Not sure if she got it anyways but whatever. She clearly wanted my attention more than she wanted me.
And Jenny. Talk about drifting. Went from brother/sister to barely talking at all anymore..guess its kinda my fault. Kinda lost it over the summer and fucked up come fall, but…Not sure. Seems like I’ve grown distant from everyone, but shes the one that hurts the most. Guess its cuz I hoped we’d be forever, but then again, nothing lasts forever. No matter how close the friendship, it never lasts. Guess blood really IS thicker than water. Then again, when your blood is as venomous as mine….guess that isn’t a good thing lol.
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